Ahh so I know a lot of you are wondering what I mean by going or not going. Fanime is causing me a huge amount of stress since I've planned cosplays with certain people that I can no longer do. LeBlanc and Din being the big ones. Yesterday, if you guys have me added on Facebook, I made an update about having an emotional breakdown. I was literally sitting on my bed, crying, for three hours after I had gotten home from work. My boyfriend was on Skype, trying to calm me down for 20 minutes through typing before he called me. I ended up being fine after telling him everything that happened.

How I was trying to relax and just think of good things and then how I couldn't find a lot of parts for my cosplays this weekend and how I felt people were abusing my kindness. There was a lot that happened yesterday and it all kind of piled down on me at the same time.

I am going to go to Fanime, the question is: For how long? I don't know. I really don't know. I may be going for Friday just to check in to the hotel and then leave until Monday until check out. But I haven't decided. I've been so stressed and people are telling me to still go and whatnot because it'll bring all the stress I'm feeling away, but I don't feel that way. I've been so stressed trying to relax and not worry about Fanime that I'm missing so many things and I even made sure I had everything the last time I checked back at the end of April.

I don't know, I'm lost. I'm curious to know what you guys think. Should I still go to Fanime? It's going to be my only convention for the year, so I don't know. I'm thinking I will. But I also want a couple days to myself before going back to work on that following Tuesday.

If I do go to Fanime then my cosplay schedule will include:

Link (Legend of Zelda: Skyward Sword)
Lightning (Final Fantasy XIII)
Summoner Yuna (Final Fantasy X)
Yuuki Asuna (Sword Art Online)
Aelita (Code Lyoko. Season 1) (if I can get it done with the parts that have been laying around for almost a year)

I was supposed to be Din with my Nayru and Farore v.v but I haven't had any money to get the fabric for it, no matter how much I looked at it. So I'm going to be bringing it to a gathering after I get it done, hopefully soon.

I would love for your guys's feedback, just to see if I should go.

Who is going to Fanime, by the way? I'm very curious.

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*Vindette


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